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Well... My life isn't really interesting. I have three best friends who I would DIE without. I would commit suicide without them. I am considered very Emo and Love Video Games... especially RPG's. My friend, Meg has her own problems and my friend Kat has problems that no one can relate to. My life is messed up with me stuck in the middle of life and death, dieing inside, more and more every day and no one can help me. I have it better than a lot of people. My parent's don't do drugs or anything like that. I just feel like I'm missing something. Not just a little something but a big something. Something that drives me crazy and gives me nightmares that I don't remember, and don't want to, in the middle of the night. If i didn't have my friends to keep me grounded I would go over the edge more than anyone ever has. I feel as if no one has ever felt this way before and I have asked my mom to get me a counselor, but she doesn't listen. So I'm doing this to see if it helps or not. I don't believe in god anymore. I USED to. I just don't believe that if he was as good as everyone says then he wouldn't let us hurt his earth like this. Instead I believe in the earth and Angels and that magic is real and we will disappear one day to be replaced with angels and Youkai. I don't believe necessarily in what I see. I believe in what I believe.

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